Thank you to all my sisters in this agony of pain for your sharing. They did a CT of the chest and found stage 4 lung cancer. Every day I wish I could tell him how much I need him and miss him. I know I must keep going, but most times it feels impossible. I lost my wife in April 2018. The shadows climb the wall. My husband died April 25th and I am so lost. My husband of 43 years died in April 2018. God, I miss him so much, miss his voice, want to talk to him so bad, want him to walk in the door one more time. He taught me to live simple. I'm so heartbroken. It is so hard. I love you, Gilbert, forever! Our dog. But when I go to heaven God will get us one to ride in Heaven. We did it, we did it, we would say. Now I'm lost. Now I am nearly 60. When I read this writing I just wanted to share my story little bit. Your words dropped into my heart like pebbles into a pool, Rippling around my breast and leaving it melting cool. He didn't make it a year. But having to part ways with you was heartbreaking. See more ideas about grief quotes, miss you mom, grief. We were together for 13 years, married 3. He was my rock, my everything. I feel that the more you loved and were loved in return, the worse the grief. It was horrible when they canceled any further treatments as my wife thought they quit on her. I lost my husband on February 1st, 2017. God bless you and give you comfort in the days ahead. I miss him everyday and I still have his ashes in my home as I cannot part with them yet. Much love and strength to you all. Honest quotes about grief: Tonight. I am depressed, in shock, and do not want to believe that my love has gone, and it's getting worse and worse. Now I have a spiritual relationship with him. My love, my sweetheart. All the plans GONE. I am so lonely for him not anyone else. After a 15 month battle with melanoma, God called my husband home on December 19, 2012. He showed me how to be a better person, father, partner and lover. My husband passed away July 8, 2016, from mini strokes that gave him dementia at 63 years old. My remaining son and I just stood there and cried. It was my first instinct as he was only 1 minute away in walking distance from our home. I took him to the hospital and brought him home 6 days later to die in our room. We had a very hard time, but I was happy with him. He was a great, honest man who I was blessed to have in my life. Our children are still young, but they're strong. I have lost husband, friend, and lover. He was most of my life, so now I am just this empty shell. It was his heart. His daughters have made this transition very hard, and I am thankful for my children. And was loved in return. I began to pack up his things and next thing I knew a bed with rails came squeaking down the hall! And I'm always thinking I didn't do my best. My husband passed away almost 3 months ago at the age of 26, because people on the road do not know how to drive. I miss him so bad. I woke up to him saying he was in pain, he passes out, we get to the hospital. He was a one of a kind husband that I loved so very much. We have been together 19 years. He was the funniest guy ever. I'm so angry, so alone and will never forget seeing my Ken, laying there and not able to save him. We went almost every place together. We were married for 28 years and have two wonderful children. Now it's just a lonely hell. I pray to God every day & thank him for watching over me. Only later I would get a call that he and the bike were on fire. I lost my Husband in a tragic vehicle accident 5 years ago leaving me with a then 12, 10 & 8 years olds. We were finally, after 37 years, free and clear and ready and planning to take on the world of grandparents and travel and just enjoy life after both working 40 years each. I'm not sure that it will ever go away, but I cope with distractions. I miss him a lot. We grew up together and now I have to start out on my own with no desire to be anyone other than his wife. I am so alone. I miss him. Paramedics arrived and they took over to try to save him. My husband James passed Jan. 6 he was my life I don't know what to do. He was diagnosed in January with lung and brain cancer. Evans was a Victorian novelist. Hi Frank- He was so disappointed but remained strong. I lost my husband 28 weeks ago on his birthday. They are buried across from each other. July 22, 2016, my birthday, I lost the love of my life, Edwin Gonzalez. Up until delirium poked its unknown head, he was laughing and baking and picking our grandchildren up from school. I just can't comprehend what happened. I loved deeply, wondrously, and passionately. I can't help but get emotional. They thought it was just acid reflux. I can see his face everywhere I go or in anything I do. No, I am not happy with God either. Like one who has had a limb removed, you constantly reach for the phantom lover. The up and down wave of grief hits me every day. But it happened quicker than anyone could have guessed; hospice hadn't finished their paperwork. We laid down to take a nap, and when I woke he had passed. I don't even know if I am coming or going. My husband Robert the love of my life passed away 3 days after our 34th Anniversary after a fall left him bleedIG in his brain. Subsequently, he died from severe infections. He uses them to help pull himself up to get into comfortable positions! He left for work on Monday at 5am, said goodbye and he loved me, and he would see me later, but I never did. I lost my husband of 36 years on February 18, 2017. Maybe if I had gone downstairs sooner. That's the way it was meant to be. <3 Reply by Mcgeorge Bsure 4 years ago He died of a massive heart attack. I want you here I want you near. I'm scared of my future without him. He was my soulmate, my best friend! After the loss of your mother, Mother's Day can be full of heartache. I wanted to go with him. I cry my silent tears. I feel lost, broken, sad, mad, confused, alone, guilty, weak, like I have no control. Great poem!!! He was my everything. I knew from the moment he introduced himself on our first date, that this was the man I was going to marry. Share your final wishes, just in case. He had kidney cancer that metastasized to his brain. We planned and raised 3 boys. I need my husband back. We were married 40 years back in October. I lost my amazing, loving husband, John, on January 26, 2018. We were married for 34 years. I am still grieving. I have never been on my own and now I'm forced to. Everyone says it will get better but, until you've lost the love of your life, your bestfriend, your husband and soulmate you will never understand my pain or what I'm going through. I'm now 29 with a 9 year old son (who looks just like his dad) and a 7 year old daughter. I see you wish the days away, begging to have me home, So I try and send you signs, so you know you're not alone. My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. We watched a movie and he talked with our daughter. Screaming desperately, I called 911 and sent my children to get my neighbor. She was approaching the second anniversary of the death of her beloved husband. I lost my husband to murder. Your mesmerizing touch. He was a wonderful husband and father. Who came up with that saying? Sorry for your loss. So during the day I try to be strong but when I get home I miss him so much. I lost my husband 6 years ago on the 31.8.2007. When we were together, we were always physically touching each other. Close your eyes and remember his loving look he gave you or remember his little kisses and you will feel him. He didn't smoke but worked with chemicals and not a very good work environment. I am in the air that you breathe. My husband and I were riding our bikes to Best Buy when he died. She was always upbeat. The killer has to this day not been arrested, but I am coming up on a grand jury hearing where my prayers of an indictment will be answered. Anne Spiller, I Am Not That Strong By I am also struggling, crying every day. This in turn made him unable to walk without help. We were devastated. It's not the easiest thing, but I am determined that I will live and not die. He was dying before my eyes. I will love and miss you forever, Paul. At home, if I am not crying and turning into a puddle, I'm numb. My husband died in a car accident on Feb 1, 2017. I do have a great support team, but it just doesn't seem right. He was recuperating. We fell in love at first sight. Grace A. Mandry. Read Complete Poem Stories 177 Jennifer, Poem About Moving On After Husband's Death, Love Forever Lost By Each day is a struggle. I miss you so much. He had been battling cancer for three years. I cry all the time. It is so final and I have my faith. I can't know how that feels and all I can say is that is so very sad and I hope that it softens having your daughter with you. He did so much for all of us, He was always helping people. It's so hard looking at my children, and seeing him makes me feel good. I really don't want to live without my baby. Life will never be the same. It's hard for them to understand. I stumbled across this site, and I really love the messages people share about their loss. I became her full time caregiver. I have given you my love, share it." I feel his presence all the time and believe he hears me when I talk to him in private. My son is 13 and the only reason I have to get up every day. xo Missy. Nowadays l put on a happy front because l can't show how l really feel. We were one. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him & imagine what life could be if he was still here. I have so much guilt because I didn't see how ill he was and he wasn't telling me because he didn't want to upset me. I am quiet and not easy to know. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in February 2006. Just waiting for God to call me to be with my love again. The end of life was expected, but the pain seems worse now that she is gone. Where are you? If only we could go back and love like this again! He looked so scared. door even if it's just for one day. Just knowing I have to live my life without him scares me, I will cherish the kind of love we had for one another forever. When I got up, I saw him there, unable to talk. I really know what you're going through. Without a clue, I am in constant pain, and my eldest sees my heart. 2. Do not visit my grave. I never could have made it without God. I miss my love of 42 years so much. 7. He loved my kids like they were his own. I wish I could afford one and drive it for us. I'm empty. I will keep my husband always in my heart. I was there with family, in shock. My beloved husband, Paul, who I cry daily to be with, passed away March 25, 2021. In that time, my daughter and I were waiting for him outside the immigration, but he never come out. Every day is hard for me. I know your grief, and it hurts so bad. Then onto the 50th with an outside shot at 60 I always said before we got totally robbed. Yes I am still angry at the senseless act of some one else, that caused the life to be taken from my husband & father! I can't explain it and only my heart understands why I feel so alone. Our 16-year-old sleeps with me every night because she doesn't want me to be alone and says her daddy would want her to be with me. She was 84, passing away just before Christmas 2014. He was killed one house down in my neighbor's yard on March 13th of this year trying to prevent an argument between two of our neighbors from escalating into gunfire and was shot from behind. I never had a support group to speak to anyone about losing my husband and what I've been through, but I feel like this helps. To say I am devastated is not even 100% of how I feel. I feel like a boat left to ride the waves and weather the storm. I keep hoping they will get easier, but they don't. He was my rock, and I depended on him as he did me! I lost my husband not even a month ago on April 7, 2020. He is with me always as he'd promised me faithfully he would be. I'm not ok - but it's normal - normal to feel empty, sad, alone in a crowd, angry, guilty, abandoned, loved, left, different, impatient and no idea who you are or what you like as a single person. May you and your children find strength! Got out, ran to back of the truck. And while I know God will get my through this, my heart still breaks when people only want to say time will heal, when I really just need someone to let me cry. We miss you every second of every day. The silence is deafening to my ears. I know the grieving process is different for everyone, but I did not think this part would come back so strongly. Love you. We had been married 63 years and 8 months. I always knew I was so much better with Lou than without him. We met when I just turned 18 and were married for 35 years. I am lost. I was hurt and devastated. My words can't begin to summarize him or his life. I demanded a bed with rails right away or I was signing him out of that place! We have two children that at the time, were 11 and 1. We were only 17 & 18 respectively when we married. I am in the rain that fills your springs. We were together 27 years. I hope not. She was so looking forward to that. He was in the Navy. We decided to sell our house to travel. Everyone says I can do it and be strong, but I am weak. We were making new memories. Consider sharing the stanza that begins, "There is no friend like a sister, in calm or stormy weather.". I'm so used to depending on him. I did not want to love him - but I did. I was young but wise. When I didn't, because you can't, one by one they drifted away. He was diagnosed in February 2017 and told in January 2018 that all avenues of treatment had been exhausted. I promised him I would learn to be happy, and this is what I am focusing on. He had dementia and Alzheimer's. He could only sit reclined on the couch anymore, so I was sitting next to him while he slept. He was my John again. They gave him pain medicine for the shoulder and it went away. Thank you for this wonderful poem. The nights are just the hardest. On September 1, I lost my husband and 12-year-old son in a terrible car accident. Grief And Loneliness After Losing A Spouse I sit alone now in the darkness of despair. I am always thinking about you. This poem is about missing a loved one and having that person in your thoughts while they are absent. It's going to be a long haul. You are just beginning this journey of healing. My birthday is today and I just feel so lonely without him. My sweetie died September 4, 2017. This poem hits home that I miss him the most at night cause in the daytime our kids are with me and grandchildren keep me busy, but at night no one is here. Life just sucks. My husband of 46 years passed away unexpectedly one month ago. I have lost the will to live and was sent home from the hospital and wasn't with him when he passed away. He had a heart attack in our driveway. How much I miss you. Kill yourself when you are depressed? My family is here now but soon will return to their own homes. He was 53. I felt so safe with him. I'm reading these because a friend just passed away. He was also a very active person up until that day. Trusted him to not leave me or hurt or carelessly shove me aside. Never a day my eyes are dry, every day after work, I dread going back to an empty house, but once home, I can cry for all I care. Xx. Her family all going well into their 70s and 80s while she got screwed at 62 years! I function and get through the day, but I am sad to the bones.
